What I see when I look around the world, around this country and around this city, and the neighborhood that I live in is a lot of the same things greed, hunger, suffering, hatred all of the things that man has used to try and destroy God's world and separate his people this is not shocking nor should it be these are the things tools if you will that are used to create chaos which is exactly what we have mistrust, misunderstandings, and ignorance keeps us in this world from living up to the potential that God bestowed onto us when he gave us life and while there are great people who are doing great things in the world there is an element that does not want that to happen and it is an impulse that we have an urge to see human suffering it's true that it's been happening since the beginning but you would have thought that over the course of time we would have become smarter and while we have come a long way we still have many ways to go as a world even in my city and neighborhood I see this everyday people walking down the street they see that there is a trash nearby and yet still they just throw trash on the ground police driving through red lights in non emergency situations these are part of the things that make this country and this city is problematic you can't get anywhere if you continue down this same path no matter how hard people are trying to change the narrative and make this world a better place it is so hard to do this when you take one step forward and they drag you two steps back we have been doing this dance for years it hurts, it's insulting and it's a slap in the face when we see people who instead of trying to help they are hurting the cause we can be better I'm just not sure that we want to be these are just some of the things that I see I'm sure that you see the same things just look around.