When the New Year rolls around people often make resolutions and promises that they intend to honor but never do, well I made my resolution and that is me going back to being the old me same as I was in 2020 but with a few differences, you see in 2020 I tried being a nice guy and say the right things for the most part, but sometimes you have to be who you are as a friend of mine once said " I don't give a fuck if you die" and that is my new mindset if you do stupid shit you deserve to die why should I give two fucks about it I tried to be less profane in my speaking but now I say fuck that and fuck you too, political shit everybody got the right answers fuck that you don't a virus that has killed many people and yet you still got assholes calling it a hoax fuck you too, you know a lot of years I walked around with a chip on my shoulder which came from being bullied as a kid I was demur, passive and avoided a fight at all cost even running away to avoid a confrontation then as a teenager all of that changed and I became aggressive and fighting became my way of life then as I have gotten older I have mellowed which is a good thing but it comes a time where a man has to go back and get some of that aggressiveness and this is my time people killing other people for no reason dumb social media beefs that leads to killings and when people get covid 19 and thought it wasn't real and they die fuck them too I have no remorse why should I that's not my job to care I care about the people who are out here doing everything that they can to help save lives not endanger them I care as much about them as they care about me, people who I used to respect and enjoyed their work in the past disappointed me with their political stance that they have taken I cut them off as I have done with many people that I have associated with in the past I'm done being cordial to people whom I never liked in the first place this is a New Year but it's the old me only day one people, family and those out here trying to make a positive difference will get my attention anybody else can eat a dick I don't need any new friends I'm good with the old ones